Today I had a pile of things to put away. My arms were full of random stuff and....guess what? I knew exactly where to put every single thing I was carrying. This has NEVER happened to me before. oh it's a New Year miracle.
Another gift to the Savior this year: get it together April. Get rid of it. Get with it. Get on it. Get organized. The last 2 weeks I have been slowly going through all of my stuff and de-junking and finding a place for everything else left.
Wow things really function better when everything has a place. who knew?
It's a fascination of mine to be organized- I have never been able to figure it out- but that can't be my lame excuse.
I hate it when people already make up their minds about themselves. "Oh, I'm not a runner" "I can't cook" or "I can't stand on my head".
what a way to rob an opportunity- just say "yes" ( I love that song by Snow Patrol)
I am not giving up...and to those of who have seen my house, know I always have a pile of something... somewhere- NO MORE PILES.
Another resolution this year: Budget and meal planning.
oh this picture makes me laugh...love the satire. Do you ever feel like this sometimes??? AHHHHH
One thing I learned this month: Just because I don't like to do it, doesn't mean I shouldn't.
It is more important that I budget so we can get out of debt quicker and teach my kids about money than to choose not to do it. Even though I'm not the best at it and it kind of gets me in a bad mood sometimes, I will do it. It's that important. Even though I am not a huge fan of cooking dinner every night, it is more important that my children help me and learn to cook in the kitchen and that we gather around the table as a family. So yes, even though I feel strongly that some homemaker duties drive me insane at times, I do them anyway. For the greater good...for my family. But "be patient" oh family of mine- remember your Mom is trying her best and she will lose her cool from time to time, alright?
The so-far outcome? AMAZING.
I have disciplined myself to make a meal plan to last a whole pay period. We have a new rule: NO EATING OUT!!! We have saved a lot of money. I use my food storage more and we are eating very well! Extremely well. The only downside is how messy my kitchen gets now...oh how I hate doing the dishes.
Budgeting: Right now in my life I have the little goal to NOT LEAVE THE HOUSE on crazy impulses. I live in a perfect little area...quiet and residential yet 5 minutes away is Costco and a huge thrift store...oh and TJ Maxx and Ross. Oh dear me. I am interesting- to where I will literally talk myself into getting something I don't need. My mind will flirt with the idea of how I need something right away at that very moment and then I will get in the car and go shopping for that one thing I really don't need. Then I end up buying things I don't need. Sound familiar anyone? Plus, my house is usually overwhelming to me so escaping and leaving the house is usually fun and a breath of fresh air....
Well, I am starting to like my house... since I've been organizing and it's funny- with a house of order and peace, I feel less inclined to leave the house and get something I really don't need. (because I probably found 5 of that one thing when I started cleaning and organizing :)
look what I just designed. I am so proud of myself. Hmmm. I should put this in my KITCHEN.
Have you ever had the chocolate dipped roasted almond ice cream bars at Costco? I had one tonight.
That's alright. I'm still special.
The goal was to just keep trying and not get discouraged and go crazy wild with poop food.
Back on tomorrow. I decided to be gentle with myself and have one serving of dinner each night chucked with huge vegetables on the side- but to continue to eat alkalined throughout the day until dinner.
I have a hard time slaving over a meal and not being able to eat it. Someday I may get that strength...someday.
I am truly blessed. I am surrounded by the good life.